Choose one!

When the truth has revealed

and it is different from the hope you have built

then let your heart be healed

and keep trying to be real

 

Live your life

or

drown in dreams

?

Wake Up!

When the fact is different from your dream

then …

Wake Up!!!

 

Bury down

In the confusion

I bury everything down

If this future is really be my own

Let God made it be known

so it won’t be  any frown

yet the crown

…

Wacana Cinta (2)

Jatuh Cinta

Dua kata yang luar biasa

Seluruh dunia membicarakannya

Merasakannya…

 

Tumbuh dalam Cinta

Ulasannya masuk logika

Tapi sekarang yang jadi pertanyaan di kepala saya

Apa bedanya dengan jaman Siti Nurbaya?

 

Ketika wacanamu datang

Dan dengan penantian engkau menantang

Kuterdiam dalam detak yang terus berdentang

 

Seperti banyak orang bilang

Jatuh cinta mungkin membingungkan

dan membuat dada berdebar kencang

Serasa mabuk kepayang

 

Namun demikian…

Tanpa jatuh cinta

Masihkah cinta mempunyai rasa?

Bukankah cinta yang punya rona yang membangkitkan selera?

Ataukah ini karena aku seorang wanita?

 

Tumbuh dalam cinta

perlu ketika rasa mulai tiada

Biarlah hati tetap merona

bahwa dalam cinta ku kan tetap setia

 

Akhir wacana

Biarlah kukecap rasa cinta

Kalau memang kukecap suatu rasa

Kan kubuka jalan ‘tuk tumbuh dalam cinta

Untuk wacana yang selanjutnya.

 

 

 

 

Wacana Cinta (1)

Banyak orang bilang  jatuh cinta itu indah

Dunia serasa milik berdua

Jangankan hujan, badaipun diterpa

Demi suatu tatap muka

 

Kata orang, jatuh cinta itu indah

Tiap hari selalu ingin bersama

Tak perduli sepiring berdua

Asal bisa terus bercanda ria

Memadu cinta…

sampai matipun serasa ingin bersama

 

Kata banyak orang

Cinta itu buta

Ketika engkau jatuh cinta

Bukan lagi apa yang bisa dilihat mata

tapi lebih banyak hati yang bicara

Bukan apa yang dipikir logika

Tapi lebih karena hati yang punya suatu ‘rasa’

 

Hari ini ada suatu wacana

Yang menentang tentang jatuh cinta

Dia bilang cinta memang indah

dan ia tak pernah salah

Masalahnya ialah

Engkau jatuh di dalamnya

 

Menjadi jatuh bukanlah hal yang sengaja

Dia lebih oleh karena kata salah dan tak waspada

Terjerembab dalam kepayang yang memabukkan

Menunggu hingga saat tersadarkan

 

Masih bertutur tentang cinta

Dia bilang daripada jatuh cinta

Bertumbuhlah dalam cinta

 

Bertumbuh adalah suatu hal yang lebih dewaa

Dia bukan cuma bicara soal rasa tapi juga logika

Bukan cuma menjadi buta tapi jalan bersama

Ketika engkau bertumbuh di dalamnya

Cinta kan menguat dengan makin mengenalnya

 

Kata si  wacana …

Anda mau pilih cara yang mana?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stateless

When I am in the state of doubt

Not understand what is going on

 

I am freeze

No steps I dare to take

Everything is so blured

And I’m afraid to miss the step one more time

Repeating my fault and fall in the past

 

At my state to be pure

I tried to make everything fairer and clearer

Yet it is not that simple

Misunderstanding getting deeper

 

Yet nothing I can do

Just speechless

 

Maybe Not Ready is the answer

Not just yours but also mine

 

Hence …

I’m just keeping the state of stateless

…

Like the wind

Dunno how it begin

I think that i’m drunk of gin

I’m trapped in his game

In my dreams he always came

 

Day by day I’m just waiting

For his simple greeting

 

Doubtng what has happened to my heart

Recalling what has happened at my past

Avoiding it will be a painful hurt

I simply say that let everything be at last

 

Maybe the chance already passed by

although I never meant to say a good bye

 

For now …

As the wind blows

And no one ever know

where it goes…

 

Let me be free

His shadow fall on me

I’m just trapped and could not be free

When he waited the answer of me

I just fall on my knee

The heart of mine already bound

No one could ever found

I try to make it sinking down

’til my heart and my mind has no more sound

Where is the hope that I’m waiting for?

Doesn’t he know that still for him my heart is longing for?

Just let me know that no need I’m waiting you for more

Then to the world I will go for another explore

Past Life

When a person fall in love

Everything will do in the name of love

Life seems so nice

Lust just feel been satisfied

 

But when the love is not stay anymore in the phrase

My love just reason has to leave

My heart just answer to believe

 

Then day after day …

Hardship just like fond to stay

Desperation seems choosing to make his way

Nothing more left to say

My heart is feel like want to fly away

 

Where is the love whom I adore

Still he understands that I almost no more?

 

Tortured by many hopes

Trapped in piles of dreams

Frustated in awaiting days

Fooled by my own minds

 

No more cry …

because it has no more to cry

My tears already been dry

 

Love, is this because of my ego?

If my sacrifice worth you a big zero

Why don’t you just release me long time ago?

So I could leave you with the claps of bravo

 

Again I cry until it dry

But surely I will not die

At least I already try

And never I make a lie

 

Let it be a part of my life

God please help me to make it as my past life

 

 

Lose Sight

Light presents in a light

whenever the light gives his light

What will be a light

if it doesn’t give its bright?

 

But for me who lose my sight

what is the meaning of a light?

Where is my bright?

If everybody seize my right?

 

My time is always night

My life is always fight

If everybody just take away my right

Who is the one who lose the sight?

Maybe I am the lose sight have to share my light

so that I can change the night into  bright

Perhaps I always have to fight

so that no body will lose sight

…