Double match date…
Wow… A very special date…
Will be once of my life…
Mmmm… i wish that i could have it as my marriage date …
Hahahaaa…
That day is my birthday. And as the special date, then i wish my b’day would be special as well
Hence i wish, i pray and i wait…
However,
When the day came…
My room-mate woke me up for there was part of mouse’s part and the blood in front of my door
Hence i began that day with cleaning for its blood
Haha… what a day!
But not just stop on that bloody cleaning.
After i cleaned it, i found that my roommate’s 2 turtles, Bejo and Bertha had died, when i wanted to change the water.
O…o… i just began to questioning “is it really my day?”
My morning passed, and my good mood as well …
Friends called me, but weird for they just called to say those 2 words and thats it!
It’s disappointing. No one even try to give their time.
Anyway…
I just think that maybe it is God’s arrangement for me
Maybe let others did that, and let the special one would appear since it was a special date, will be once in life, at least at my life
But so sad, it was left as my wish as well.
Is it really not my day?
Fortunately, i have a good closing on that day
My room-mate bought me cakes, and celebrated with our friends
Also good friend of mine called me to give me her ear to listen my day
It is really comforting indeed
But honestly, that day really turns my feeling upside and down
and i think i made a decision which is so unfair and hurt to my beloved friend
…
I review my day …
And in my reflection, I think it is not about the date as i was thinking that “surely it is special date but not my day”
It is about my own fault, to have too high wishes and dreams in special date
That special date, 2008.2008 teaches me Not to hope on anything or anyone too high
Let just enjoy and cherish what we have as it is…
and the special one would come … as reward of our patience …
As the closing of my 2008.2008 …
Let me apologise for anyone who is hurt by me …
I am sorry …
…
